Life's Ups and Downs

Ok so last time I said that Brian and I were doing well. It just so happens that on Friday Brian broke up with me. I understand his reasoning, it just couldn't have happened at a worse time. This week I have two papers due, one exam, and then everything else I have to do on a normal week. I am still recovering from what happened but I'm trying to stay strong. Brian and I are able to be friends right now and I know it would be much harder for the two of us if we decided not to be friends. He says that he has to figure some things out with his life and if he could figure them out while still dating me he would have. There is still a chance that the two of us could get back together in the future, but I'm going to see where things go and just stay friends. If getting back together is what God has in store for us, then who is to argue with God? The one thing that is really bothering me is that some of my friends are trying to give me advice on the situation. I know that they think that they are doing good, but what I need right now is someone who is understanding and just listens to what I have to say. My friend Rachel is doing a wonderful job of this because she went through the same situation with her boyfriend and they are doing well now. I will just wait and see what happens and just go with the flow right now and see where life takes me. Well I must get back to my book for one of my papers...

Too Long

Ok so it has been toooo long since I have posted last. Some updates! I got accepted into the College of Education professional program this Spring, this means that I will only have two years left!!!! Also, I was chosen to be a College of Education Ambassador which means I have the opportunity to inform prospective students about how awesome KSU is and how awesome the degree program is here. It will also look good on a resume when I begin teaching. I also have two job interviews coming up next week (I will let you know what happens when I get word.) Finally, I am going to apply to be a substitute teacher for next year as well.
One other thing is that I got a hamster this February. His name is Willard "Willy" Haymaker Heptig. I must say it makes things nice to know that there is something that I have to care for on a regular basis and he makes me smile when I'm feeling down, Brian also does that as well. Speaking of Brian, I have been officially dating him for a little over five months.
I think that is all I have for now. I will post more as my life unfolds.


This is Willy all balled up.


He also likes to hide under his wheel.